Welcome to CCS

so i lost my job over a week ago now. i just got internet at home yesterday so i wanted to touch base and let you all know that i'm doing really well.


GOD worked a miracle on steve. He hit rock bottom and when he looked up he saw Christ standing over him offering him redemption. (that's basically how he describes it). He decided to dedicate his life to Christ and expressed a desire to start our marriage over from the VERY beginning. i swear to you it's like he is a whole new person (makes sense right- "Behold I make all things new" ?) i'm just so amazed at how different he is (i know it's early yet, but steve has NEVER been this way- everyone around him is flabergasted). i'm still very cautious b/c my heart is still so brused, but i'm hopeful. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS. i truley believe that they made a huge difference in my life.

we're moving slowly (VERY slowly) but i believe that with GOD as our number one priority that steve and i can build a beautiful marriage. please pray that i am able to set the past behind me so that i can move forward. i'm struggling with letting go of what happened. steve really is trying everything to help me move past it and he's doing everything a good husband ought to now, but i just have trouble letting go.

i'm glad im able to be at home more now, with my daughter and to have the time to really devote to my Mary Kay business that i started last month. and also b/c it gives me a better appreciation for "home". before when i worked at the office, i was rarely here and it didnt feel like home, but rahter just the place i slept.

i'm keeping everyone in my prayers! and i'll just be lurking around here for a while reading everyone's posts and chiming in when i have one of those rare thoughts about the topic!

Blessings to everyone!!