Happy B-day Kevin, keep up the good work. Just like going up in the space shuttle, you are already strapped in and it has taken off, you can only sit back and enjoy the ride. Time goes so quickly, don't let little things like reality get you down, one day you will look back on this and be grateful for the experience. Being a catalyst sucks, but think of all the people you are touching on both ends of your blog. You will never really know, so just believe the next mission will be better.