Unless a person lives alone, never goes outside, never visits a restaurant, goes to a movie, watches t.v., etc., I just want to say that God said: "where two or three are gathered in my name, there will I be also." Whenever we are around people, there are Christians there! i believe God is with us always, even if we don't profess to believe it. He is the breath we breathe (our soul) and WORDS don't keep God away! HE knows our hearts, HE created them! So! don't worry, you haven't been withour God "doing fine!" HE never stops loving you, HE is very patient, and knows that when that wonderful heart of yours is exposed to you, you will know HE has been there all along. Love and blessings to you