Paul - if I had it all to do over again - I wouldn't change a thing. Surely you must know now - the depth of my love. Surely you must know now - the answers to all the questions that were in your heart throughout your life. Surely you have no more fears and you are safe. And from where you are - surely now you can help to keep Kyle and me safe - as you tried so hard to do while you were here. Be at peace my love, be at peace. We will be O.K. I really miss you...