i have autism all these aricles really sisturb me cause I know just how worhtless and awfull i am. I've been
unpopular and learing diabules in math all my life. I
want to be killed. I wish one of those brainaiacs would kill me. I tired to catch aids with strangers so I would die and give everyone a break.
I do not however grieve my parents. They roll off my misery. They egg me, tell me to hurt myself more and I do and that I can't do anything I can't learn, I'll never immigrate. I know I sound like a moron. Reading this stuff makes me more disgusted with myself. I don't expect or want the world to change and fall in love with me.
I can't stand being the butt of a joke and be the only one
not moving up on my homework. I can't handle adult ed with 3 people in a room. I just feel AWFULL with constant migranes from noise. I can't get used to noise.
Sorry Had to vent. I do want to be killed. I do. I know no one would care. No one will get busted. It's so easy.
Be happy you can commit a crime. I'm just waiting.
I egg people to do it. One gut wanted to break my arms first and I chickened out.