Sasahmae: Your explanation of your last days prior to your retirement are EXACTLY what I have gone through recently. Middle of the night pacing the floors,not eating well and just over all angst about the whole business. Hubby is laughing at me now and counting down the minutes till 5:00pm! That is the last moment in time when I can pull my papers. I know I will adapt and adjust in time. Thank you so much for the well wishes and you are totally right.... I have a new life now and with the grace of God I will be around so I can keep up with you guys on this blog. Happy Trails and God Bless!