Edited by author 03-25-2003 03:32 PM
wow....and here I thought all these posts were gonna be:
"Pink dreads? Are you nuts?"

This week, I'm just takin it easy and try to re-stablize my life by finding a new home and a job. That's my priority first and foremost. To move out and move on. I can't sit around wondering "what if" and "I should have." It won't make any difference and it's counter-productive.

Our relationship wasn't working the way it was. I was too needy and he was feeling too pressured. And it came into the stage where it was too hard to keep it going the way it was. (if that makes any sense).

At least I'm smarter for it and know what my pattern is. Now maybe I can break it and have a healthier connection next time around.