I feel like I am lacking something. I never thought about my vagina as a separate entity - I still can't. I don't want to talk about my vagina openly because I don't know how. My vagina is more like a part of me that it/she should like what I like. I don't know what kind of car my vagina wants to drive; I don't know if my vagina likes coke as much as I do. I never saw my vagina and I am not really sure if I have the courage to see it - not to talk about explore. I understand I should know myself and my body better, but it's easier said than done. I just admire those who have the courage to come up and talk about their vaginas in public, or to study and explore their vaginas with hand mirrors when there are dozens more women in the same room. I wish I have that power too.